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2007-01-05T18:07:00.000-08:00

2006 gameOVER 2007 comeOVER

hahahahaha being so damn long i never wrote anything in my blog being ages i gues....

neway cut the crap belated merry xmas and happy new year ya to all those tt been reading my blog.....hopefully 2007 will be a great years to start off for all of us.......

Neway yesterday i turned 25.that was like bloody fast turn over and yet in a blinked of an eye.....eh people i already 25 man.......Eh ya still waititng for my loved closed ones still has yet to wish me.....i still waiting man......

Neway thank to those who still remember my special day....

apprieciate ur memory skill man.

hahahahahaha.....

2006-09-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

DEAD RATS!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was totally JOKE of the day for all of us working morning.....

Basically morning got myself Ismadi Jac & Faizal.

Morning Faizal discovered a STINKO smell but unable to trace the identity....

BUT after sometimes,He able to trace the "VICTIM",

It was a DEAD RAT which i guess it has been down there for at least 2 days....

NO ONE cleared it!!!OMG the smell is totally out of hand....if i will to let Jac cleared it most probaly she would give birth on the spot..hahahahahaha

So waiting for luck hopefully that the management cleaner will passed by and help to cleared it BUT luck was not on our SIDE...DAMN>>>>>

So suai since i the opening manager,guess i had to do it then.....

Tell you it was the fucking GROSS HELL of the life time...almost vomit will trying to sweep the "deceased" into the trash bag.......Madi and i was laughing thru out got our stomach cramped with tears lingering at our eyes.......

Madi thank for accompany me and having my hair set in the pathetic plastic bag.....

MAN it was fucking disgusting thing ever with MAGGOTS,and i mean BIG FAT MAGGOTS underneath the rats........EEEEEE...goin to end here i smell rats...hahahahahah

2006-09-05T23:31:00.000-07:00

FUN FUN & MORE FUN.........

1st September 2006

(Sharifah's Birthday)

Totally awesome......i was working opening shift on the day and OFF the next day......cant wait to attend the BBQ at East Coast Park.

Looking forward for the food prepared by my Kak Aisha.Simply love her cooking cant resist another serving if she the one who does the cooking....when come to food YUMMMYYYYYY....

After work my brother Haiqel pick me up from my workplace after his work end!!!!Lazy BUM fellow how dare he say GWC area is meant for aliens....KNS rite!!!!jus b coz my working place is far from his school.....neway Kak Aisha,Haiqel & myself did enjoy our gathering that nite with all the foods plus FUN FUN % MORE FUN!!!!!!

5th September 2006

(Sheesah Session)

Last nite and hour before my closing erli called me and say whether wanna go smoke sheesah?

She was at Bugis with amir walking around like people with no sense of directory....

so i agree b coz the next day it was my OFF day luckily la if not SORRY GIRL!!!!

neway after closing grab a cab to arab street to meet them......

neway me + erli =chat non stop...hahahahah

we chat all the ways smoking sheesah eating gossiping bitching around till almost 4 plus in the morning....poor erli she still need to work at 8 amir working night shift....And me the lucky one OFF......

i was totally FUN FUN & MORE FUN.....

2006-08-23T20:44:00.000-07:00

BER & FARID......

Thank you for much for paying me a visit in my new working place.....

So nice of you peoples......so the touched siak......

After like my 4 months resigning from CBTL....hahahahahah

Neway it the thought that count ya.....

Really miss the both of you so much......

Keep In touch ok peoples.......

2006-06-03T00:59:00.000-07:00

The Friend i made along the way at Philippines.......cool peoples to hang out with....very friendly got great sense of humours quite funny and easy to get along with.....

2006-05-29T07:20:00.000-07:00

NICE VIEW......

Hi people check it out some of the view at Nasugbu Batangas Philippines.

When i was there for my holiday.....

The first pic was the sunrise view.

It was abt 4.30am in the morning.

The views of the beaches....

The second pic was a white sand beach...

The third pic was a black sand beach...

Sound weird but it is a black sand...

2006-05-14T09:59:00.000-07:00

TIGER.....I LOVE YOU.....

To my dearest cat,Tiger.

You may be gone forever but i still love you sooooo much.

It sad to say that you life to the shortest times of 2 years plus.

One of my most fav cat that weight as heavy as 7kg had just passed away on the 13/05/2006

at 5.15am in the morning.

Rest In Peace Tiger.......

2006-05-08T10:19:00.000-07:00

SuMaRiSe.......

15thApril2006~23rdApril2006

Was away for holiday...went to one of the island in Philippines at Batangas.

The place where Francis Cyrus Rolle Teng was staying.

It was indeed a nice place to be,Guys you should check out the Beaches.

Pretty Cool man,Nice beaches with black soft sands.

23rdApril2006~2ndMay2006

I came back from Batangas with Francis.

He staying over my place for his holiday and at the same time to attend my elder sista wedding.

Visit some old frens at the Paragon CBTL.

Also meet up with Robert one of his old dorm mate.

29thApril2006

My sister wedding dinner.....

kinda of busy with preparation....

lots & lots of ppl turn up.

Introduced Francis to the best cousin of mine Kak Zia.

Kinda of happy that Francis feel comfortable when talking to Kak Zia.

Francis said that Kak Zia is a very funny person.

30thApril2006

My sister normal function.

Lunch function.Also lots of ppl turn up.

But damn the weather turn us down.

Raining for a short while but heavily.Damn heavy.

1stMay2006

The whole family R&R including Francis who need to pack his bag.

Coz the next MORNING he goin back.

He feel sad to go back.He tot he can get a job here in Spore.

But too bad....

2ndMay2006

As early at 5.30am already wake up.

Get Francis ready to send him to the airport.He need to check in by 7am.

And also send Irene off.At last her 1yr OJT training is up.

The best part both Irene & Francis flight is at Terminal1.

Send both at one shot.Killing 2 birds with 1 stone....

3rdMay2006

Start my new job at TCC.

Having my training first before i can proceed to outlet.

Kinda off an interesting place.

Totally something new for me.

Totally different from CBTL.

WELL it time for me to gain some Xperience.......

2006-04-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

AWAY FOR HOLIDAY.........

Dear All, i will be away for hoilday vacation...

Going to one of the Philippines Island,Batangas.

At the same time meeting all the OJT Trainees that one attached here B4....

Very excited to meet Francis,Rosalie,Jojo,Jong&Ryan...

Will be away from 15thApril untill 23rdApril...

Anything just keep me updated once i back ya...

See ya around peoples......

2006-04-05T05:21:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU....

here the event goes on off thank the people that involved....

30/03/2006

the officially of my last day in the CBTL journey.....

here my journey goes started as a MIT in Scott.

Embrace myself as a AM2 and was managing 2 outlets at one time.

Both WL & WLK was my hanging out place for almost 1 years plus.

Move on to Paragon shortly where that the place i last marked out as a AM1.

Life in CBTL was colourful but also pain.

Lots of up & down i went thru till i marked myself as a AM1.

Gonna thank alots of ppls involved.

My memories with ALL my X staffs from Wheelock.

My current outlet kakis from Paragon.

Thank thank thank you soooooo much.......

Not to mention names ALL those who has worked with me before countless of thank you i can say.Seriously gonna miss ALL the FUN i had in CBTL journey....

04/04/2006

spend times with my very very veteran OM Catherine Ko....

heheheheheh.....

we spend the time together at sentosa....

Including myself cat kevin & andi all

cat attachment trainee from nac.

even tot the weather was not a promising one but still the 4 all us did enjoy ourselves in one way or another........

playing in the rain....

walking one trail after one trail....

yes cat you are a survivor...manage to go thru the dragon trail...

hahahahah.....

kevin not too mention...speechless when come to explaining things to him...

bloods goes up.....

andi,is afraid of height....hahahahah

something that i noe abt him...when we take a cable ride from pahlawan beach...

after the whole trip....having dinner at sakae sushi was indeed a relaxing place to be after a hard day out at sentosa......

2006-01-23T20:37:00.000-08:00

WHAT A DAY!!!!!!NA BEY!!!!

Believe it anot yesterday was TOTALLY not my day to start off my opening shift.

TOTALLY DAMN FUCK UP MONDAY......

At first came in to do opening,0645 reach outlet cake fridge DOWN!!!

FUCK SIAK....must clean the SAI....

(U noe la what i mean by tt when the cake melt)

And it only like the beginning of the day still got more to come.

At abt 8 plus,cashier terminal down for a short while.

Even for the short while the Q was kinda of long so must do MANUAL RECEIPT.

FUCK RITE.Aaarrrggghhhhh......

Then before that a few of the things in the outlet keep tripping.

Aiyoh.....the worst part was yesterday got VIP coming down to visit my outlet.

DAMN DAMN DOUBLE DAMN.......

then also down by 2 staffs.....

Mabel late due to not her day as well.

Then when time down with staffs,THE KANINA PRODUCTION COME!!!!!!

CHIOW CI BYE SIAK.........

Really curse & swear siak......

So must clear the cakes to the fridge in the store room.

Outside counter only got Kak Lynn & Irene.

10am Lawrence Choy arrived.

10.15 Operation Manager called saying on their way to Paragon with the VIP.

I tell you i was totally FUCKING SHAGGED.......

By the time the VIP came over, i told you i put on TOTALLY A VERY FAKE SMILE.....

2006-01-08T20:11:00.000-08:00

ZIPPO LIGHTER.

To all zippo lighter contributor,just would like to say a very BIG thank you for the lighter.

Really like it so much.Especially the colour,the design & lastly the engravement wordings.

So touching siak.

"Konek Anjing Ko Allan"

Neway would like to thank the following people for sharing the present to get me a Zippo lighter.

PARAGON CBTL 2006

JENNIFER KOH

ALLAN WONG

ANDY GOH

AMY HO

FARID

FAUZI

FIRDAUS

ZUHAIRI

KAYEE

MABEL

YUANA

AINI

FARIS B

MAX

LYNN

SAIFUL

DALIAH

Thank you much beanies......

2006-01-05T07:29:00.000-08:00

OK here the ranking of people who wish me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

1st-Francis Cyrus(my x philippines trainee)

2nd-Nurul(my x WL staff)

3rd-Fahmi(my x WL staff)

4th-Haiqel(my brother)

5th-Lily(mu cousin)

6th-Erna(my junior)

7th-Jojet(colleage in CBTL)

8th-Mabel(my staff in Paragon)

9th-Firdaus(my staff in Paragon)

10th-Rayson(colleage in CBTL)

11th-Azliana(secondary schoolmate)

12th-Lawrence Choy(my OM)

13th-Tina Tay(my SOM)

14th-Xinyi(secondary schoolmate)

15th-Catherine Ko(my x OM)

16th-Max(my staff in Paragon)

17th-Erli(my best buddy)

18th-Ryan(a fren of cyrus)

19th-Joy(a fren of cyrus)

20th-Jong(a fren of cyrus)

21st-Jennifer(manager in Paragon)

22nd-Nadirah(staff in WM)

As you can see from the ranking,one of my best fren is in the 17th position.So sad right...huhuhu

Neway i know people are busy with their workload.So acceptable...hahahah.Beside would like to thank the following people.....

Rayson-Thank for the bag,really love it so much.

Fazlinda&Fazilah-Thank for the shirt really suit me.

Aaron-love the silver ring with engravement on it.

Family-for the lovely dinner.

P/S:For those people that has yet to give me what are you all waiting for...hahaha...

2005-12-25T19:58:00.000-08:00

BYE 2005

2005 will soon fade away.

Let move forward toward 2006....

2006.

2006 will be a very new beginning for me esp 05 01 2006

B COZ my BIRTHDAY....

hahahahaha.....

Nothing much just listing down the birthday wishes of mine :P

Nokia 3G Phone

Crumpler Sling Bag Blue

I Pod Nano Black

Adidas Sling Bag

Adidas T shirt

Adidas Sweater

Body Shop Bath Set

Perfume DKNY HUGO DAVIDOFF

BillaBong Pencil Case

hahahaha....now only the limited edition stuffs for me still got more to list down.....

2005-11-09T19:30:00.000-08:00

SORRY........

Eh out there.I m back.Very sorry for being MIA for the past few WEEKS!!!!!

hahahahahah....

Been very busy weeks for me.

Workload,school work,project & etc etc....

To ALL my loved one i not MIA still around alive and breathing (!_!)

Now i m at the Sentosa Costa Sand Resort having chalet cum BBQ with my fren

and so cool la they got FREE internet service here.

REally use this time to spend my RnR to the FULLEST MAX...

Beside all those hardship.....Congrats myself for passing the AM1 test..

Yahooo...at last i being Promoted to AM1.

Also at the same times would like to congrats few ppl on their achivement....

Mabel Lam:Bravo on passing ur TP test!WELL DONE....Jealous siak....

Nurul:Good for being to adapt well at the new outlet with the new surrounding.

(both of you will always be remembered.Love you my sistas)

(F.C.R.T)

To you too.....just wanna let you noe you will always be in my heart forever...

Don noe what will i do without you by my side.

Life will never be the same for me again.

Each time each min you image keep running thru my mind.....

You mean alot to me.Thank once again for everything that you shown to me in life.

Will be Missing You

akiko_dagu

091105

2005-10-17T19:02:00.000-07:00

tis moment will never b forgotten

2005-10-07T21:57:00.000-07:00

It been very long time since my last blog.

Kinda of busy with workload plus school interview stuffs.

Don noe what to write...hahahah kinda of lame right.

Lot of things happen to ppl ard me.

Nurul & Ber, who don wish to say out the incident anymore but hey look on the brighter side ya.

As for me as usual the Happy go Lucky person ALWAYS.

ANd you noe what,FASTING month is back..ahahahah

To ALL fellow Muslims Happy Fasting YA!!!!

Make sure you all fast huh...no SHORT CUT huh hahahhaah

F.C.R.T

As for you thank for always being by my side whenever i need you.

You will always be there to cheer me up whenever i m down.

You will be the one to make me smile and laugh when i m sad.

Thank Thank and more thank

2005-09-28T22:08:00.000-07:00

TOUGH DECISION

The past few weeks has been a very hectic week for me.

Been juggling with BOTH work & SCHOOL interview.

Totally a TIRING weeks for me.

Currently im goin for Overseas Interview for my Degree Course in Fine Arts.

Frankly speaking i just got no confidence in myself and believe me i don even tell any of my family members abt the school interview that i goin thru now.

The reason that i goin for the interview is to get Scholarship Sponsorship.If i manage to get this sponsor almost half of the school expenses will be sponsored.

Doin a overseas degree in LASALLE in not cheap lah.ALL cost $$$$$$$.

But it been my dream to pursue my course in LASALLE Paris.

Before that i got a LASALLE course offer in Phillipines.

I mean come on la between Phillipines & Paris, which one will you choose?

OF COZ i will try my very best to get into LASALLE Paris.

Neway in two week time i will be goin for so called "mock-exam".

I will need to draw 3 potraits 1 building landscape 1 interior design and plus 1 interior computering formatting.....

DAMN.....lots of preparation to be done......sooner or later i goin to suffer a system breakdown...

Neway just wish me GOOD of LUCK ya.......

2005-09-20T21:10:00.000-07:00

Last few days been spending my every mins of the precious time with someone with i considered as someone very special to me.

Just would like to express my big thank you to you for spending time with me.

Entertaining to my craps & nonsense.

Listen to my bullshit.

My life cycle totally DIFFERENT having you just by my side.

THANK for being there whenever you need me.

I still remember the part that you were very grouchy b coz you cant sleep at night.

The next day i see your face was like PANDA BEAR.hahahah

Then when i ask,you told me the reason that you cant sleep was each time you close your eyes you think of me...hahahhah

That so sweet la.

You should know by now how much you mean to me.

Thank for making the chances in my life.....

F.C.R.T

You are the one for me.

2005-09-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was doin opening but sice i got lots of paper works so i decided to stay till closing.

Nothing to lose since the next day is my off day.

Futhermore last night closer was a group of fun loving people...

Got Marie Francis Irene Syawal & Izzat.

But too bad closing MOD,Vincent,BORING......

hahahaha.......

At last the whole day at the outlet ALL my paperwork DONE.

YAHOO...no more OUTSTANDING WORK....

To make my bond closers with the closers i helped out with closing while Vincent doin his closing shift.Help out Francis to do service.Time for me to work out abit.I help to scrub the floor in the store room.Not easy you know almost suffered back injured.Luckily got Francis to help me out.

To make it short last night was fun fun amd more fun.....

2005-09-11T03:10:00.000-07:00

Erli Yana Bte Ramlan,

Erli,just wanna thank you for ALWAYS being there by my side whenever i need you.

Thank for being my very BEST BUDDY all these while.

ONLY YOU that can understand me and ONLY YOU that i can open up and to voice my feeling of anger and so whatever whenever i am down.

Feel so relieved that you are happy for my relationship with someone that i considered as someone that is very SPECIAL in my life right now.

It may sound not the proper kind of relation but still thank for not jugding me for that,but yet you gave all the support that i needed.

Like i say the feeling and the bond between the both of us is indeed getting DEEPER and STRONGER each day.I just cant take it if one day that special one were to leave me FOREVER and how am i going to face the CRISIS.It gonna be HARD & TOUGH for me.

Neway Erli once again thank you for everything.......

YOU are one of the buddy that can read me like a book inside and outside of me you know very well and i really apprieciate you for that.....

2005-09-06T14:15:00.000-07:00

I just came back from airport.

Was there since 8am in the morning.

Today is rather an emotional day for everyone in Paragon.

Sending Marvin my Indonesian Trainee who was here for the last past 6months.

Times really flies that fast.Only the last few days we were having fun with Marvin.

Going for dinner went for clubing,enjoy here having fun there and yet now the time for Marvin to go back to Indonesia.

I was indeed very sad for having losing someone who i considered just like my very own brother.Went thru ALL THE THICK & THIN together facing the non stop SLAMMED @ outlet.

I know it was hard to let go him off just like that,but what to do as how much i miss him it just like how much Marvin wanted to go back to visit his family whose was not with him for the past 6months.

Myself Lynn Mamad & wife Tina Marie Irene Kayee Firdaus were there to send Marvin off only left out was Francis who was overslept due to closing the other nite.

Marie & Irene were the one who cry very badly as the 3 of them had already a STRONG bond amoung themselves.

Now i left with 2 Phillipines Trainees Marie & Francis PLUS 1 Korean Trainee Irene.

Very soon Marie is going off after that in 2 months time will be Francis turn last will be Irene.

Nevertheless Marvin Thank for EVERYTHING that you has contributed BOTH internal & external ways.Really apprieciate your hardwork.Believe me life will never be the same when you are not around especially Kak Lynn whom you are much close with.

Ending my blog for today last but not least i wish you all the very BEST for your FUTURE and hope to see you drop by SINGAPORE one day to visit us.Or i will visit you At Indonesia for holiday.

Take care & Love you always........

2005-09-03T06:35:00.000-07:00

3rd September 2005

Another GREAT day to be remembered.

Another gathering was made to celebrate Marvin last few days in Spore.

We all went clubing @ DBL O.

A total of 9 people enjoying the great nite last nite.

Myself Lynn Narinder Kayee Marvin Marie Irene Jennifer & Francis.

Basically all of us is having FUN FUN & MORE FUN......

Starting was suppose to meet @ Raffles MRT @9pm.But thank to all the LATE COMERS

we all meet up at abt 11pm.

All thank to my dear Francis who was super late la.

Neway like i said all of us did have fun.

The drunken master was Francis.He was the only person that was drunk.Due to been sabotaged by myself Lynn & Narinder

ahahahahahahah.......

Neway just wanna add on;

Lynn;I hope you did have fun.May b next time we go China Black ok.Sexy Mama....hahahaha

Narinder;Hyper gerl but HEY how dare you leave us just like that....

Kayee;You seem to be enjoying urself very well.Nice outfit.

Marie;I know you are fighting with your emotional feeling.Be strong my darling.

Irene;Poor Korean almost got drunk bcoz of the stupid "finger-guessing''.You look pretty.

Jennifer;Thank for joining us hope you have fun.

Marvin;The guy whom seem cant get enuff of enyoing the nite,Great Dancer!!!!!

Francis;The drunken who can dance really well.Always cling on me when dancing thank for

everything thruout the nite.I love you k.

To all those went clubing last nite I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.......

2005-09-02T04:14:00.000-07:00

2nd September was indeed a day to be remembered.

We all gathered after work in a big group and headed for dinner @ Fish & Co.

The dinner was actually a FARE WELL dinner for Marvin one of my Indonesian Trainee that will goin back on the next Tuesday as his 6 months attachment in here is UP!

A total of 8 people went for the dinner.Myself Tina Richard Lynn Marvin Marie Irene & Francis.

We went to the new Fish & Co @ Wheelock Place.

The place was awesome very grand placing and the best thing was they provide FREEZE which i like the most each time i went to GLASS HOUSE Fish & Co.

Standard la we reach there it kinda of packed so no choice must wait since no reservation can be made.DAMN they should provide that kind of service.

We all indeed having fun.We chatted thru out the dinner laughing here & there.

Time move really fast.Without taking note of the timing 6 months gone just like that.

Now i am left with 3 of my babies;

Darling(Marie) Dear(Francis) & Honey(Irene).

Dear Marvin @ Sayang,

Thank for everthing that you had contributed here in Paragon CBTL.Without realizing the time it TICK very fast until your 6 months duration in here is almost up.Life will never be the same without you around.Trust me.Frankly speaking having you here @ Paragon CBTL the relationship of ours is like more to friend to a friend rather to manager and a barista.You feel comfortable confiding in me which i like to hear.Like i used to say we work as a TEAM in order for things to run in smoothly.Neway here i stop my crap.

Don forget ya our promise that you will be my tourist guide if i go Indonesia for holiday.Last but not least will you all the very best in your future undertaking..........

2005-08-29T09:08:00.000-07:00

Today lot of thing happen in the outlet.

Something happen to Marie my Phillipino Trainee who was attached to my outlet for OJT for 6mths.She already been in my outlet for at least almost to 3mths.She left with 3 more mths to go.But she don wish to go back reason being she feel more happy to be in Spore rather to be back to Phillippine.

How she wish she could extend her stay down here but she cant as she was on being here for school attachment.

Then jus now when at the outlet Abg Allan mention something like "Marie enjoy while you can,you days are numbered here" straight away Marie run into the office and burst into TEARS.

Actually Abg Allan got no bad intention but never expect that Marie is rather a emotional type of person.

Thinking abt Marie's incident it recall back my previous Trainee which shown the same reaction.

My very FIRST TRAINEE Rowena and my SECOND TRAINEE Miguel.

Life is totally different having to get known people from other country.

Marie dont think so much.I will miss you as how much you miss us.

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Later part of the day i actually worked from 12-8 but however i stayed till 11 plus just to be with with someone that i considered a special person in my life.When i abt to go back at 8 the person say so early go home then don noe why i decided to stay just b coz wanted to see the face and the sweet smile.

I feel so excited and happy and easy and i just don noe how to describe the feeling but as long as i noe that person is ard i feel GREAT.

As how much i wish to avoid that person my feeling grew deeper and deeper and i just don care abt what other want to say abt our relationship.

I noe it WRONG but i just cant avoid that person.

Last nite i sms ERLI to tell her abt my problem but i jus cant say it out to her as she might think that i am INSANE.

ERLI tell me what should i do.

I totally CONFUSED.

LOVE is really a PAIN GAME to play with.

O GOD.........

2005-08-22T11:36:00.000-07:00

WHAT IS LOVE?

Is it all about goin crazy over a person?

WHY IS LOVE SUCH A PAIN?

The pain of LOVE really penetrate thru in me!

I can feel the pain in me.Didnt noe tt the power of LOVE is REALLY POWERFUL.

Now i am stuck.Believe me it may be LAME but i think i am now stuck in THAT...

I just don noe how to describe it...

The feeling is really undescridable...

The feeling is uneasy...

All i noe tt if i can see the person for a day i not in myself...

I don noe WHY...

WHY IS LOVE IS SUCH A PAIN?

2005-08-20T12:54:00.000-07:00

COLOUR EVERYWHERe

i used to see in Black and white

Never something in between

Waitin on the love of my life

To come into my dreams

Everything in shades of gray

Never any blues or greens

I needed someone else to turn to

Someone who could help me learn to see

All the beauty that was waiting for me You.

you put the blue back in the sky

You put the rainbow in my eyes

The silver lining in my prayers

And now there's colour everywhere

You put the red back in the rose

Just when I needed it most

You came along to show you care

And now there's colour everywhere

My life was so predictable

Never any mystery

But ever since you shined the light

All of that is history

Now I have a hand to hold

And a reason to believe

There's someone in my life worth living forI was hanging 'round just wishin' on a star

To put the happiness back in my heart and You..

you put the blue back in the sky

You put the rainbow in my eyes

The silver lining in my prayers

And now there is colour everywhere

2005-08-19T01:48:00.000-07:00

Esp to ALL PARAGON Beanies & Managers...

The chalet was FABULOUS....

LoVe You ppl esp the "special one"....

(you know who you are)

2005-08-19T00:42:00.000-07:00

"The Loneliness''

"[Verse 1]

Im sitting here

Thinking bout

How im gon-na do without

You around in my life

and how am II gon' get by I ain't got no days

Just lonely nights

You want the truthWell girl im not alright

Feel out of place and out of time

I think im gonna lose my mind

[Chorus]

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)

Are you for real (so lonely)

Do you still think of me (i think of you)

Baby still (You only)

Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)

So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)

Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)

Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)

I think that i will never love again

[Verse 2]

I miss your face I miss your kiss I even miss the arguments

That we would have from time to time

I miss you standing by my side

I'm dying here its clear to see

There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me

Don't wanna live, I wanna die

If I cant have you in my life

[Chorus (repeat till end)]

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)

Are you for real (so lonely)

Do you still think of me (i think of you)

Baby still (You only)

Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)

Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)

Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)

Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)

I think that I will never love again

2005-08-18T11:56:00.000-07:00

Ya i know tt all this while you are pretending!!!!And i can c tt.Don worry like i say in my previous blog jus take tt we are in a "ONS" feeling.Once done tt it and GET ON WITH LIFE!!!!

Don worry even if we are cross path i will still talk to u.I will never treat u as someone tt is INVISIBLE.

But jus wanna let u know tt my heart grew deeper & deeper each time i c u.

And i feel uneasy if i never c u for a day....

I know it kinda of lame & mushy...But wat can i do....

It HUMAN NATURE I PRESUME.....

May GOD bless the both of us....

LOVE YA.......

2005-08-17T11:31:00.000-07:00

last nite chalet was FANTASTIC!!!!seriously i did enjoy myself.

The normal stuff was when u are in the chalet,BBQ talk non STOP take picture the last and the very SOP during a chalet is to see ppl get DRUNK!!!!

hahahahahah....

Oh ya btw the chalet tt i having was an outlet chalet gathering for all PARAGON BEANIES plus the MANAGERS of PARAGON.

Starting of the chalet was fun.We BBQ lot & lot & lotsa FOODS.....

Yummy...thank to Kak Lynn Mum for helping us preparing the necessaries item tt was needed for the BBQ.Frankly speaking i really like the foods tt was prepared by "Makcik" all the foods marination was simply YUMMMY....I LIKE....

Middle part of the event!Photo time!!!whenever there is a camera guess what?there is ME.

What is a complete of a picture if there is no ME??

Somemore i dont need to look for ppl in fact ppl with camera they are the one tt came to me for a photoshoot.(What an HONOUR SIAK)

Last part of the event,seeing ppl get drunk and do all sort of weird & crazy stuffs.

These drunken sometime are so ANONYING tt they are such

PAIN IN THE ASS AND THORN IN THE FLESH.

i jus hate it esp to ppl who know themselves tt they cant drink really well and pretended to be such a GOOD DRINKER!!!GET a LIFE FUCKER

Know where you are STANDING!( don think those ppl know it when they cant even stand straight)NB rite!!!!

Tina:Thank for everythings.Party packs was nice.Didnt noe tt you kinda of a good drinker ya.

Ray:WOW when come to drinking,HE THE MAN....*SaLuTe*

Richard:To you bro also,good drinker,talk non stop when high..hahaha

Trainees:Really happy to know tt you ppl at least enjoyin urself.Thank Marie Irene Marvin & Francis.

Beanies:Hahahaha can see tt u ppl really enjoying it.KaYee cool down baby u look,like one kind of a BBQ PRAWN.So REDDISH......

Lawrence:STOP BITCHING ard..hahahaha btw u are such a outsporting person.Can at least sit and talk wif u.I LIKE....

Kak Lynn:Relax la sista no one is blaming on u.Don feel so bad abt it.I had fun.It like a FULL PACKAGE.really.

Allan:BOOM...gone case...

Lastly to this person.Up to u to remember or pretending not to remember.All that i can say it fine with me with the way u treat me.To me the feeling is jus like a "ONS" situation.It does not really bother me tt much.All i can say every word tt came out from ur mouth really inspired me so much untill i am so scared of losing u one fine day.Whatever it is i will remember the thing tt we use to do together and keep it as a hidden memory in me........

2005-08-15T19:35:00.000-07:00

ok lots of thing tt i need to update in here.

Firstly to MAMAD & SHIMA

Selamat Pengantin Baru Moga Kekal Ke Anak Cucu....

Mamad take note ya Ko tu dah LAKI ORANG

hahahah.....

To ERLI, ya enjoy ur REDANG TRIP k gonna miss you sooo MUCH Bitch.Don worry Amir in Taiwan you still got me.

To HALIFI as last i see your fucking face.It been months.Donnoe why so difficult to see you nowadays.Singapore is so SMALL and yet you gone MISSING just like TT.NB

To DEAR, you wont be around for 2 BLOODY WEEKS!Gonna miss you like HELL.Gonna miss your accompany very badly.2 weeks is like 2 months for me.So torturing!!!!

The past days of my Leaves basically goin for my holidays catching with old fren over a cup of coffee PLUS catching up of ALL my bike theory and practical.

Time Wait For No Men.....

Lastly i really cant wait for my outlet chalet @ ECP.

It gonna be fun with the Trainees around it will be double the fun...

Arrrrggggghhhhhh......cant wait siak

Kak Lynn aka Pompan Giler i see u when i see u ok

we crazy all out at the chalet k.....

2005-08-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

There goes my $23.00.Never turn up for my bike prac today!!!NB.Guess too tired to wake up.Intially i was on LEAVE till next tuesday,But very last min Richard need me to take over his shift last nite.At first i declined coz the next morning i got bike prac to attend.But however i offer to help Richard as it seem he really need to go for Urgent Leave.

But the UNLUCKY part very the SUAI i was down with closer and last nite was DAMN busy.

By 12Mid Night my outlet was BLOODY MESSY!!

Not my day i guess.Reach home kinda off late coz i help out with closing.

ALL the closers were very tiring.

But i really would like to say a BIG THANK TO

MARIE:EH darling i noe tt you are tired but really thank for the EFFORT tt you put in.REMEMBER we WORK AS A TEAM....

IRENE:hehehe firstly really sorry for locking you in the store room i really never realise tt you was in there.Neway thank for ur help as well you really look SHAGGED!

LUKE:MAN u are the Man!!!U really help out alot.Luckily got you the GUY to help out the ladies...Thank Luke....

2005-08-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

hi ppl i m back to Spore safe & sound.The Redand trip was FANTASTIC!!!what a SWEET memories i had during the trip.I like this scenary of the sunset.Don you find tt the picture is very relaxing.Lots of things tt need to be updated but will do tt in the next time very tired la.

How i wish be able to stay there longer.Hahahaha.

Neway my next target will be Tioman Island.Never been there before!!Anyone interested to join in i m looking for KAKIS la...

2005-08-07T12:03:00.000-07:00

Don you think that the creation of this drink is AWESOME!!!!

How i wish i be able to master the art of LATTE ART.

I really admire the person who is able to do this.

PLEASE IMPART ME UR SKILL,Hahahah

Neway Thank ZAI for letting me know about this web on ART OF LATTES

Totally Impressed!!!!

2005-08-07T11:36:00.000-07:00

For the past few days i was unable to sleep.Been having a very sleepless nite!!!DAMN! Really fed up.Even my staff say tt my i can be a part of the PANDA BEAR FAMILY.NB!!!

Untill last nite i was TOTALLY FRUSTRATED!!!

So before sleep i took 3 panadols just to makae me feel sleepy.

Really make me feel sleepy after took 3 panadols.

In the end the next day i could not wake and was late for work.

hahahahahah.....

Was reprimanded by Dear for doin stupid thing.Luckily wake up IF NOT???

Neway not too worry.Starting tmr onwards i will be on ANNUAL LEAVE for almost 2 weeks so can sleep the whole day if i wan....

YAHOOOOOO HOLIDAY R&R.....

2005-08-03T02:56:00.000-07:00

Today just don noe why i got this feeling of uneasiness!!!!Since last nite i cant sleep.Even try to force myself to sleep still cannot.In the end i only gettin myself frustated over it.

Even if i managed to get some sleep every now and then i will tossed about.It like i being disturbed from having a good nite sleep.....

So today when i reached outlet non of the staffs dare to talk to me..Including the managers...

I was kinda of puzzled on why everyone is avoiding me.

Then i approached Francis,then he told me that i put on a long face and dare not to talk to me.

You noe what when i hear that,I LAUGH!!!!!

Then i told him that i not having any problem just that due to not enuff sleep.

But luckily i never get GROUCHY!!!!If not...hahahah

Erli & Dear you should noe what will happen if i got grouchy but luckily i NOT.

2005-08-02T09:49:00.000-07:00

Dear, I'll give you all my LOVE and more on top and even more on top of that. Lots of KISSES and HUGS with all my LOVE! It's actually getting harder instead of easier to be WITHOUT YOU! Lots of the pictures in my imagination will come to life. Maybe one day we will walk in another beautiful city HAND in HAND!

2005-08-01T12:48:00.000-07:00

Don u find this pic is CUTE!!

Neway there nothing much for me today.

CAme back home @ abt 4.30am.Very late,what to do last night monthend mah.Inventory Day!

SIAN HUH!!!!

But last night was fun when doin inventory,ME TINA & RICHARD.

B coz last night was Tina last night as OM of Paragon.

We actually disturb,tease her.

My Attachment Trainees bought for her a bonquet of flowers.

Very Sweeetttt huh....

Neway let Welcome my new OM of Paragon

Mr Lawrence Choy....

I very tired later still need to do closing.The whole week closing must wait for saturday then my OFF day...

K la ppl nothing much....will c u when i c u..

hahhahaah

Take care ya....

Sayonara

(goin to cont my slp like the pic)

2005-08-01T04:35:00.000-07:00

Last night i was having fun with my closers.

I must really say a BIG Thank you to them for helping me with the cleaning maintainance.

Yesterday was the Men Night @ PaRaGoN.

All my staffs are guys.

Francis,Saiful,Anthony & Luke

Thank guys for helping cleaning the outlet.

FRANCIS:Thank for cleaning ALL the 3 Water Fixtures.I know it not easy but you did a very GOOD job.WELL DONE.

SAIFUL:To you too,thank for the help that was always needed.

ANTHONY:Stop talking & get your work done.NEvertheless you still play your part.Thank you

LUKE:You are the most hard working & always give your FULLEST Co-operation.Double Thank.

Hey Guy Beanies,really proud of you ppl esp Francis!!!

Hey Phillio you are gettin more & more cheeky..Hutang enah pari!!hahaha

Really love when you working on my shift.

AND STOP PROMOTING OREO CHEESECAKE WHEN I M CLEANING MY CAKE FRIGDE.

hahahahhaha

ok la chiow first bloggieess!!!!

2005-07-30T04:10:00.000-07:00

eh ppl...firstly sorry for not updating of my blog for the past few days due to the pc decided to PISS me OFF....Kena CRASH lah....

Neway for ur info i am safe and sound.Still surviving.hahhaha

Just that i am very BUSY with WORKLOAD,DAMN..

it ok suffer now coz on the 8th of July i am clearing my leaves it time to go for R&R

YAHOOOO....clearing for A WEEK leaves...

i know LOT of ppl is searching for me HIGH and LOW..

Sorry guys!!!!!!

Ms Erli~Sorry gerl really busy at the moment ONCE i free we hang out OK

Ms Yun~DOUBLE sorry hahhaah...i know you been looking for me JUST HANG ON.

Rayson~Don forget to list the initeriary for the WHOLE WEEK events.It R&R time!!

2005-07-25T23:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was just another boring day for me...Monday blues...normal stuff at outlet.

Before start my shift,there a meeting conduct by Tina my OM.Sad to say tt this week is her last week as an OM.But happy to say tt she was promoted as an SOM of Central.

Way to go Tina and Congratualation!!!!

My new OM will be Lawrence Choy...hahahha

It was raining the whole day yesterday business affected.

Seriously not in the mood to work coz i was still having a very bad cough since the day i came back frm Cameron the other day...still coughing like mad dog...

But the happy moment was when Hyqel came down to outlet to look for me...

Yahoooo..tt was so sweet of him la...So long been MIA at last managed to see his face...

Nothing much untill the later part of the day during my closing...

POS jammed all my reports are not tally...must do all by manual calcualation..DAMN!!!

then outlet flooded a mini tsumani had landed at paragon..hahhahah

very the SUAI.....it already late and my outlet is in bloody messy....

but i had fun cleaning the outlet with my staffs.feel tired but we are happy coz team work was there.Bravo beanies...

LAstly to ppl who has been making noise regard to my MIA hahhahaha...be patience once i free will hang out with u ppl...

YOU HEAR TT MS ERLI YANA BTE RAMLAN.

HAHAHHAHAH.....

2005-07-25T02:38:00.000-07:00

What is life when you are not by my side???
you has shown me lot of thing abt life.and i feel very grateful to have a fren like you by my side.
thank for everythings......

To all my fren buddies....sorry if i cant be there when you need me.Really buzy with work loads...

Erli~eh bitch sorry gerl really buzy these few days.will catch up with you ok
Rayson~Stop wining!you already got ur
bday presents & love ya
Nurul~i miss u baby tua banka..hahhaha..
FiFi~my godness where the hell you gone
missing.We need to meet for a chat la.

2005-07-23T13:10:00.000-07:00

Hi bloggie...now i m back to Spore after a 3days 2nite(19-21) AM Convention @ Cameron.

It was a fun trip but sad to say tt i was sick during the 3days trips.OH what a waste la but i still managed to have fun especially when you are with the rite kakis.

First day reach i was down with flu fever and sore throat.My sore throat was the worst i cant hardly talked it was so bad tt i cant even swallow my own saliva.

Most probably due the changes in weather.In Cameron it was as cold as 8 degrees.

Nevertheless like i mention having the rite kakis will always make the trip a meaningful one.

Therefore thank to ppl like Jolynn(HV) Azwyn(CTP) Jamie(WDM) and last Rayson(WM).

Thank for being a supporting group.Hope don mind having one Central ppl in your group hahhahaha.....

Beside the weather thingy i can say tt Cameron is a nice place after all.

Nice view beautiful surrounding lovely resident fantastic places marvelous dishes yummy......

Not forgetting the nice places tt we went like Bee Farm Tea Plantation Castus Valley...

It really an eye catching view in these places of tourist attraction.May b u ppl should check it out but 1 advise from me bring more clothes..hahahhaha.

Sorry as for now no pic once i get it developed will post it up ya.....

Sayonara......

2005-07-16T04:19:00.000-07:00

Specially for my WL BEANIES......

would like to take this very chances to say a VERY BIG THANK YOU for everything.

Thank for still remembering me and get me involved in every outing that was being planned.

Fadli~you are forever my fav staff that noe my style very well.Steady MATA

Nurul~still a sweetie baby.Still very manja.But now you grew stronger.proud of u

Zai~eh MR PERFECT...how still bein perfect or dah slack?

Nur~still cheeky and forever my fav BITCH

Fahmi~abg botak,thank for ur help in one way or another.

Ber~another ass kicking sista of mine,love ya

Indra~not my regret of getting u part of the WL team.werk hard

Dzul~OI time for a DIET>>>hahaha

Astro~hmmmm...gone with the wind...hahahah

Apin~WHO THE HELL IS HE?????just joking..you noisy "piano"

take care fellow beanies you ppl will always be in my heart.......

2005-07-16T04:03:00.000-07:00

it ok! you can choose to say it tt way.i DON GIVE A SHIT ABT IT.to me you are nothing.

once bitten twice shy.don come back crawling to me.it no use.

when i give you 100% care you return me -100% of insecure feeling.

BUT WHY NOW then you say it possible for a new turn over.

you noe wat bitch,got the HELL OUT OF MY LIFE..

i m more happy with the way i m now.

i don need you seriously....

i already got someone tt i can share my feeling with.

someone tt can understand me and care for me.

and tt person is obviously not YOU.

i m not focusing more to my werk side.

frm the picture you can tell tt i m more happy to be with them rather to be with YOU.

you can keep dreaming.......

2005-07-14T21:28:00.000-07:00

fuyoooo....today run like mad...and i mean it lor....

today i werking mid shift.9-5.down by 2 staffs.

Poor Abg Alan running like CRAZY till the the time i came in.

quite tiring for me....-sigh-

Suppose to end werk @ 5 but i punch out @ 6.Cant bear to leave the outlet jus like tt.

Poor Closing manager not enuf manpower B4 the closers came in.

After werk drop by @ WL to pass the key since tt day i was attach there.

But after i pass the key i never stay long.Even tot Nur ask me to stany longer but i jus cant since the closing manager is SON OF A GUN!!!!!

Love to stay longer but the feeling will only make my blood go UP UP..

Next time round ok fellow beanies.

2005-07-12T04:58:00.000-07:00

all my plan for today is being spoilt!!!!damn...hahahah

suppose to go suntan @ ECP but was cancelled as the the weather is not tt promising..

wat a day to spend my OFF day jus like tt.it was raining heavily the whole day.cant do anything at all.

BORING rite...

neway last nite i was doin closing @ WL wif my X kakis..

FAD ALIF WAN APIN.but too bad last nite was not my day.Send Alif & Apin for break.

so they went for their break and make some foods.Cooking their foods using the toaster.don noe wat they cook till the whole outlet got smoke.SUAI SUAI BIG BOSS came in....

Nabey.....wat a day lor....

nevertheless did spend my time wif them even tot jus for a day....

love u ppl....

2005-07-10T18:28:00.000-07:00

after 2 weeks of reservist now i m back to werk.yesterday was a pretty ok situation when i was attached to SC.not so strong beanies but still can handle.but the SUCK things was how to run the outlet when u don hav the stuffs to run business.down with these out of that.What a FUCK la.wat the hell is the OM of tt outlet doin.Hello WAKE UP!!!!

then the sweet part was nurul came down to meet me @ TBP jus to pass me foods.YUMMMY the food was delicious.Tempting to eat the sambal udang but i jus endure.hahahah u noe y la.later werking @4 also attached,but this time ard attached to WL,my last hometown wif my fav beanies.YAhoooo....

i think today got WAN FADLI ALIF APIN....the gerek kaki..

ok la ppl c u later....we catch the next time i in....

chiow sayonara.....

2005-07-09T23:05:00.000-07:00

hi ppl my first entry for the day.yahooo!!!at last i got my very own blog.Thank to nurul sweetie for helping me out.u r forever my baby.syg kat ko.....well today went out wif nurul.she accompany me for my shopping spree.headed to a new thai eating place at Far East Plaza.the food was superb yet the price wise sound reasonable.we eat til our stomach is getting out of control.hahahah

then after dinner both of us actually walk frm far east to plaza sing.time to get our body xercise due to the heavy dinner and at the same time to change my scv box to a newer version.

chilled at starbuck wif my full time bitch erli for a short talk cock session.after tt went back home.....

2005-06-16T12:32:00.000-07:00

Hi BlogieEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!